ღ I really so damn need you ღ

The day you giving up our love, the day I start cry non-stop. I not dare to cry in front my family,I only cry in my bedroom scream under the my pillows. Cry loudly when no ones in house, cry silently in the night. Cry when Im bath cause the sound of water can cover my sounds. Even now writing this post, my tears was dropping silently. I really don't know what I can do only can get you back,but what I can said is I wont give up.I really wont give up so please don't ask me to give up,I just want to continue loving you,please dun stop me to love you. As you said, you wanna be friends,okay, we are best friends.But between this relationship it still contain LOVE,i pretend nothing cause I scare when you know that Im still love you, you will leave me again. Im telling myself that we start from beginning and I will start to let you fall in love with me again. I trust miracles and I believe that day wont far more. Although you all called me don't cry, but you all don't know,when the tears want to drop,you could not stop that. Without you,my world seem colorless, I din have mood to eat a lot, din have mood to sleep. I don;t want you all worry so I lie,lie that Im fine, Im okay. But, I feel myself seem like started do not like to talk,don't know what is SMILE. Im sorry I not tough as what you think,Im sorry i disappoint u all. But yuan lai, He is so important for me. Really is the most important ever........ 飞过 ↖(^ω^)↗留个评论下来呗(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……