Tuesday, June 7, 2011
5 days ler..my tears still non-stop everyday every night. Yesterday night I cry again holding my buddha necklace praying that wish my dear come back on me. I really pray for it. T.T Without him by my side,Im so suffer. Just now, I was trying to have breakfast,but in the end, I vomit all out.I can't even eat now. Im really so sad.What I also don't want,I want HIM only.I want be with him day and night. T.T You all cant even understand how sad how suffer was I. Feel like wan to smoke.I heard people says that SMOKE can made someone forget about sadness feel relax.I wan beer,I wan smoke,I wan go clubbing. T.T I really wants him,why he don't understand,why... Why he want so selfish,why he din't about me so loving him. His selfishness makes me want to die few times.I wish I never born in this world so that I wont meet him as my Mr.right. I just wanna be with him,want him give me once more chance. Just one last chance,I begging him.... T.T I just want him stay by my side,and give me once last chance.Just one last chance ,got so hard ma? T.T I don't want to pretend Im happy everyday,it really so suffer. His return can make my world colorful again,why he don't understand. Im really so sad.... Sad till I wan cut my hand again. T.T Even how I cut my hand,never pain as my heart. So Sad So Sad.. T.T
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