Dear YOU ~

Log in to my blog, listening to my blog songs, NOW PLAYING - My Heart Will Go On ... Every time I listen to this song, it reminds me the memories between US. And I start wants to cry, Sad story as you mention our memories to others. Our story was a sad story. My heart still feels for you, you wont know that. Who knows you looks happily everyday but actually you was sad behind? Who knows I look happy but at behind I was sad and pretending everything every moment. I regret to dint treasure you I regret I was pretend I'm fine in front just not to worry you. I regret a lot of things. But, everything was too late and PASSED. I cant recover our relationship anymore. Not even friend. Sometimes, I really don't understand what you are thinking and take action. I just want you to know that, I NEVER hate you. Just because I understand the reason why you did that. I really understand. You can stay happy, you have someone who care you a lot. And me? I guess I'm back to the life which Alone, Lonely ~ Everyone will said I do had a lot of friends care about me. But do they really cares about me? I dint feel for it. I really lost. Everyone has their own life, who will care me forever? Not even think of it. Maybe,there is someone will always come to care me ----- Knie. Others, I really dint feel it. I dont like to confess my feeling to others, it seems annoy them. That;s why I rather keep in heart than go and talk to them. Sometimes, I was hurt and sad because they are joke with me in the wrong timing. I can said that nowadays, please dont joke with me, your little tiny joke might hurt me, not matter who you are,my son my daugther my dear or others, please do understand my feeling ~ I really dislike people keep asking about my feeling, it makes me more sad. If you are someone who knows me well, please dont ask me anything, PLEASE. Just stay by my side that enough for me.

I knew there are people will read my post, so I wont really confess all my feelings here. Now, I dont know what I want. I just cant get back to my happy life, you know? I'm so SAD =') 飞过 ↖(^ω^)↗留个评论下来呗(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……